Walking into the house with a huge smile across my face, the smell ambushed me. It smelt like vanilla. Laminate flooring and magnolia coloured walls was all I could see. I looked around quickly then went into the living room. The room was massive. I’m sure I could have fitted all my belongings in that one space. Seeing the outside, I leant on the window sill admiring the village view. In my house there were a total of 5 rooms. 2 bedrooms, a bathroom, a kitchen and the roomy living room.
My house was near to the town centre but also near the fields and green country side. It was easy to walk everywhere even though I took the car for grocery shopping. Home was located in the middle of a village. All my neighbours welcomed me with nicely and I felt at home already.
Several reasons I had for choosing Sheffield. One of them is that it is far away from Middletown and far away from all the drama that happened there 5 years ago. Especially the Noah drama. I spent so long in my bedroom crying and wanting him to scoop me back up into his arms and that everything would be okay. But that only happens in movies and clichés. I hate clichés.
It has stunning, scenic views of the country side. Just what I love. And finally, I can start a fresh. New job, new life, new friends. Not that I want to erase my best friends! It’s just a new beginning and a new chapter in my life.
I can’t believe that I was living on my own! Twirling around with my excitement, I realised something. I can do whatever I want. When I want. Nothing was in my way anymore: I was a grown up. My parents weren’t there to guide me in the right direction. Well, what they thought was.
When I stopped spinning the room turned around me. Dizziness, that’s all. Its only when my eye sight began to haze and my throat started catching on fire I acknowledged what was happening. Reaching for the walls but they felt like miles away, tears built up in my eyes. Nobody knows what’s happening to me…What if I die? What if nobody finds me? Trying my breathing exercises which I was taught ages ago only made my lungs scorch even more and I could hear and feel my lungs screaming for oxygen. Not being able to hear, I became even more panicked. I wasn’t used to this happening now. I thought it had all stopped! My breathing became rapid and my knees buckled. I tried screaming for help but only a small whimper left my mouth. It was just me, in my house, all alone. Darkness greeted me and my body became limp.